still no news on the baby-making front. today is CD 60, and the provera withdrawl should be happening any day now. to be honest, this freaks me out a little bit. it’s not like i ever had textbook–perfect 28 days cycles or anything, but my longest stretch ever was about 40 days. what if the IVF screwed something up somehow? i guess i just need to be patient a few more days and wait for the meds to work. i am not a patient person though, so it’s tough.
on a slightly related front, i think the PMS bitchiness has been lasting for weeks now. at least, i can blame it on that, right?
my supervisor got held up in other meeting monday, so i haven’t had my review yet. hopefully tomorrow afternoon. i just have to keep reminding myself that if she wasn’t happy with my work i would know long before now.
my brother and his fiance are headed down this way to first week of april, and now it looks like my mom, step-dad, baby brother, and grandpa might be coming as well. i know it will stress me out when it happens, but i am pretty excited right now. if nothing else, they are always a huge help with work around the house and they enjoy doing it.
so i am a bit…well endowed. it’s something about my body that i have always hated. and honestly, being a young teacher wearing a 32GG can make teaching middle school boys a bit uncomfortable sometimes. but they do make great fodder for smart ass comments.
me (pulling my chapstick out of my bra since i don’t have pockets today): it’s a good thing god gave me these, they come in handy sometimes.
R: um, i don’t think that’s really what he made them for.
me: well if he made them, this big, for the traditional use, he has a pretty twisted sense of humor.
(i have been told repeatedly that i suck at telling funny stories. in my head, i was fucking hilarious – as i always am. but of course it doesn’t sound that way now that i’m typing it all out. just take my word for it, ok? you had to be there i guess.)