well that sucked. so last week, during the mock transfer, when i managed to hold back the tears? yeah, didn’t go so well this time. i totally cried. i don’t know what was different this time, but i was in some pretty intense pain from as soon as Dr. D inserted the speculum. awesome nurse J let me squeeze her hand when it hurt too much 🙂
i actually didn’t feel much when he inserted the dilapan, but when he was all finished, i could tell it was still in there. just a slight discomfort. so i took advantage of spring break and curled up on the couch with agatha and caught up on game of thrones for a few hours before going back a few hours later to have it removed. they used a smaller speculum that time around, and it took all of two minutes to pull it back out.
on his way out, Dr. D mentioned that i should avoid having sex for a few days. ha! after this morning, i had already texted R to tell him not to expect to be getting any anytime soon. what a lucky man.