my hormones have been going crazy lately, so it really shouldn’t have surprised me when i burst into tears this morning. the catalyst that set me off? Mei Xiang had a baby! panda’s only ovulate once a year, and scientists at the zoo weren’t even sure that she was pregnant again, since panda’s commonly have “pseudopregnancies” and act like they have conceived even if they haven’t. there was no way for them to know expect just wait to see if there was a baby or not. but this time there was!
i first learned about Mei Xiang’s struggles with secondary infertility last year when i read a post mel had written about discussions to possibly replace her with a more fertile panda at the zoo. it was just before i chaperoned the 8th grade trip to DC, and honestly, it bummed me out so much that i skipped the panda exhibit when we stopped at the zoo. even though i knew at that point that we were pregnant, i just felt so bad for that poor panda.
and so this morning, i cried, i was so happy to read the news. which just reinforced to R that i have turned into a crazy lady 🙂
i know this will be hard to believe, but i had been freaking out over taking my meds through security for our flight to the in-laws. i had made sure to bring my original packaging with the prescription on in, a doctor’s note, and some printouts from the tsa website saying i was allowed to bring my liquid meds, syringes, and ice pack. i then made sure that i told every single security agent we interacted with what i was carrying. they directed us through the line for families (oh irony) and we were able to bypass the enormous line that almost everyone else was waiting in. we made it from the entrance to the airport, through security, and into the airport bar in under 30 minutes. i guess there’s another perk to all this crap we’re dealing with. R commented that we should try to bring needles and drugs with us each time we fly!
there’s not much really going on – work, spend time with R and puppy, do injection, sleep & repeat – but i know myself well enough to know that if i stop writing, i won’t start again. so please forgive the lack of excitement and the ramblings….
a friend at work asked me how everything was going the other day, and i busted out my fancy new bruise to show her. her absolutely perfect response: “i hope you took a photo of that thing for the baby book!” and then we joked a bit about the first time this kid refuses to clean their room, i will be able to whip out the mother of all guilt trips – “do you know what we went through just to bring you into this world?!?”Read More »
i had a voicemail from the doctor’s office that they were reviewing my file and wanted to run another test before we start the cycle.
wtf? commence mini freak out.
so i call, and it’s no big deal. since the motility numbers were under 15% (they were 11%) they want us to freeze a sample before hand just in case. no big deal. but i guess it will be OOP, at a little over $200. and i was able to get some more info on the OOP costs for embryo freezing, which will be $900 for a year, and due 12/5. merry christmas to us!Read More »